Hey everyone!

I have good news! I am no longer with Raheem and I'm back with Brandon Rowan! I'm much happier now then I was before! I love him so much and I have missed him! I hope God works things out between us and make this relationship work this time! I'm still emotional though so pray for me! I need all the prayers I can get! Thanks everyone and keep the comments coming!

Needing some prayer!

Just broke up with my fiancee! He was jealous and controlling! Pray for me to find a new man the goes to a Pentecostal church and believes in Jesus as God! Keep your comments coming!

Hey Everyone!

Thanks for all the comments I have been getting in my inbox! I hope your comments keep coming! If you have any questions about relationships, emotions, and anything you need help with I am here for you and I will pray for you!

Me and Raheem's relationship just gets better and better! He brings me food for breaktime in GED school, he loves me and tells me im beautiful when I don't think so, he's me other half and I love him so much!

Hey everybody I'm back!

Sorry it has been so long! I have been busy in this new relationship, being home, doing school! I barely ever have time! Me and Raheem's relationship has been good, we are planning our wedding and can't wait till 3/27/2017! I love him so much and can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him! Please send me comments and tell me your story! Good or bad and maybe I can help you! Please let me know!

I'm back!

Hey everyone! Wanted to update you on my progress! I'm engaged to Raheem Shakoor! Me and him are planning to get married on March 27 2016! A year from when we first met! I am so happy I found Mr. Right! I am doing a rainbow wedding because we both have a eye for color and are artistic! I will keep you updated on my progress! Love, Mary!

Lonely Birthday

This year has not fun, I broke up with the last guy I was with. To be honest, I still missed Rowan when I was with Rowe. Even with Dakota. He's never been out of my head and out of my heart. To be honest, I don't want that to change. I am deeply in love with him and I want him back. I was just listening to Amnesia by 5 Seconds of Summer and I had to leave the computer because I was going to cry and cried in the bathroom I was so depressed and was there for 15min. I made a lot of mistakes in the relationship, and I know that. I'm willing to change and do better. I was not fully there for him when he was always there for me and I feel terrible. I was a total jerk. If he still wants me I'll wait. Even if it's 50 years. I plan on not dating anymore until then. He's worth it. I got his mom upset too, and I also feel bad about it. I'll apologize to her when I see her again.