Hi everyone sorry!!

HI everyone I have been very busy for a long time, I have been going through alot resently, My ex Brandon, he lost his brother in a horrible fire, and for some reason, I could not stop thinking about it! And how he felt about it! And I could not get him out of my head! I wish I had not done what i did, i kept "on him" like a crazy person! Writing him love letters and I think i got him stressed out! I wish i could make it up to him in some way!! What do you think I should do? Send me a comment! Thax Mary!